This woman

...is freaking back from Batam! Love it, 4 hours of spa is fan-freaking-tastic!

Its another rainy day.

Rain on me... Do sha la la la..

Whee!

Excited.

Hate u bb. Bye.

David Choi - Al Green, Lets Stay Together

I DONT DO THIS AT ALL, WITH ALL THESE VIDEOS BUT... this.. awwwwwwwwwww. Give him a chance, he will croon your bras off!

loving you whether
whether times are good or bad, happy or sad
lets stay together

AWWWWWWW BB WHERE ARE YOU!

David Choi - John Mayer, Comfortable Cover

Watch David Choi.

He is my latest muse - the only korean thing (besides korean kimchi noodles)

*lullabied*

(empty)

Black holes and relevations.


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Black holes and relevations.

We

... are ready to go Batam on the 27th to 28th. All booked! Spa for 3 hours. Super sexcited.
Fast forward, fast forward..zooom zoom ~

We are

......... going to Wendy's party at Thumpers tonight!

jonathan meyers makes me shiver.

it’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
the last thing you say as your saying goodbye
something inside you is crying and driving you on

cause if you hadn't found me
i would have found you

LIM BU

.........IS EMPLOYED.

Another cloudy day

Indeed, another cloudy day and I won't be surprised if it starts raining all over again. Our reservoirs should be fully filled with these barrels of rain water.

Sometimes I get really tired and bored sitting on my red swivel, clicking/looking x 1000 and typing for probably x200. Sometimes fights with jo makes me wonder if we are born to be structured or should we try to be more carefree with life choices. But I know one thing is that.. I have broken jo's structure (grow, learn, marry, birth, old, death). At least for now, what happens in the future, no one knows.

Sometimes fights with her makes me realize I am just too heck-care, bo-chap and too relaxed to have bothers burdening me down. Or is it that she is too bothered by so many things that she wants to control? Our lives past so quickly, quickly second decades are here, and some of you are probably going to be in your third decades, how are we going to measure quality of life? By having alot of money, by having alot of fun, by having alot of achievements, or how many kids have you given birth to?

Growing up is hard. Making a life is hard. Where would we be in the end? Maybe I should be structured.. in a lesbian way I guess. Maybe Jo would love me more.

Maybe when I am old, I can still be a diva. I have a very queer persona I don't know why. I like bright lights, stage and loud flamboyance. With Goldfrapp. I want to flash my boas and pink feathers. I want to be a performer but no one knows who I am so I can perform with all anonymity.

Or opera wayang. I like it when they paint their faces with thick white face paint with exaggerated brows and side burns and little curls at their forehead with thick pink blusher with fiery red lips. With all the costumes; I like it plain like those village girls with long sleeves which I can prance and just sway it just the way I like it.

I am just a woman living in Pasir Ris. Nothing more. Just another woman chasing dreams only in her sleep.

Ok back to clicking. (And HK Series)

sarah mclachlan

if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?

from Omnia

now i'm waiting for jo at vv train station and they are playing mambo. it might be a sign. today i worked in mama's office and my lets are numbed sitting down. i'm like really good at admin stuff like blogging Omg haha kidding like cutting paper with the huge ass paper cutter. and there is wifi at harbour front station. sexy. but jo is taking way too long. i should not complain. well i have gotten a new number, so the old number will be defunct. sorry lotte i'm unable to upkeep that number.

wifi is not reliable unless you're home.
sigh jo is not here. .

Live

Despite my very reluctance back to the Nursing, despite my incessant jobs applications to mostly events/marketing jobs, despite all my cries and fights with jo, I went back and handed in my very late application form. I was on the usual bus at an unintended uncanny timing and I saw a few of the Nursing students, honestly i thought i was wearing the uniform as well! I went back to my ward.

Oh god, the antiseptic smell; the short-walled cubicles; the familiar layout; the familiar faces that were joyed to see me. So nostalgic although only for a month away I felt i was away for the longest time. Then it hit me. I really am going to do it. I just felt like home just like I felt like home when I am in mambo (but obviously we don't go anymore but I am sure I will still feel the same)

It was the last 3 months that gave birth to the re-ignition of passion that sizzles on and off. No it isnt about the patients but the perfect colleagues (though there is one that annoys me). They made work like play.

Hopefully, I will be back to do a many handwashing.

SIGH I CANT BELIEVE IT.

(But I am still waiting for HPB)

Ok I am living.

Other bothers.

I need to change blog template.

Anyway, do visit this brilliant website by this fantastic girl, kelly!