A letter to J.

Have you ever wondered how time slips away? Seconds to minutes, minutes to hours, hours to days, days to weeks, weeks to months. Have you ever wondered how would it be like to grab hold of something so intangible? Seasons change, people change. Will our feelings change? Will we walk on the street someday, separately and not even acknowledging each other's presence? Will we be such strangers that we forgot we were once so close and so intimate? Is there a guarantee, is there a certainty? Questions that no one can ever answer, processes that will never be seen or realized and its only the end we often see.

Feelings are such an erratic behavior.

I just want a hot coffee, a book and you by my side doing something else. We will share the day and the night growing differently but together. We will rush for work, we will say good byes. We will call each other during lunch, we will say good bye. We will see each other at home at night, we will say good night.

Some days I miss you. Some days I hate you. Most of the days I love you. Just so you know, I am not going to change.

At the end, its only going to be the both of us fighting with each other, for each other. Just the both of us.

You know I love your hair, your face and even grown to love your specs.

I dont know why I am saying this but I just want you to know. Have a good night sleep bb.

With all my heart and soul,
Me.