back from guam!

head under water,
and they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
the breathing gets harder, even i know that.

you made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
if i’m happy in your hands.
i’m unusually hard to hold on to.

if you’re on your way,
i’m not gonna write you to stay.
if your heart is nowhere in it,
i don’t want it for a minute.
babe, i’ll walk the seven seas when i believe that there's a reason to,
write you a love song today.
today.

--

love song - sara bareilles

i love it! they have been playing in guam for days and days on HitRadio! wah i began to appreciate american music more somehow with the ocean and the cotton filled skies! (i am even listening to linkin park's latest hit! i am cooLZzkid@hotmail.com ) and yes i have heard teardrops on the guitar!

recently have been in this reverie that never failed to ground me steadily, like i have said before it's better for a has-been than a never-been. it takes me back to years back and somehow time stood still because that has-been was the best thing that i felt and wow basking in it never felt better.

have you ever felt this out-of-the-world feeling? as though you were just typing infront of this monitor sitting down, but you just felt like you moved and you saw yourself doing what you were doing. strange, i think i am exhausted for now.

i dont go crossing boundaries that werent spoken of, nor creating boundaries for things that never existed exactly. realization is part of it, but not all act in accordance to realization because i never prolly never wanted to realize. human minds start to react only with subconscious reminders and for me, i halt completely until a second bus comes along. (stands at the bus stop)