That was a good entry, but I am not asking for any generosity or your kindness or your blessings or your accusations or your perceptions of me. All I am ever going to ask/say is, to know your position and the existence of a particular person. I have no disharmony and no animosity at all but your bitterness betrayed yourself and honestly, you were really skating on a thin ice. For someone like me with no morals, then I think we definitely have something in common.

And for the record, I have been sleeping well in the night.

And I would appreciate the fact that what my past don't even bother my best friend, and it shouldn't bother you and I think it is high time we all behave like an adult because we are no longer kids in high school doing friendship bands because friendship bands don't bind, it is the ties that binds and the grudges we had, foster a better relationship. Time will heal everything but that depends, if you ever decide to let it go.

You want to know the truth now?

Yes we are together.

You will be the first to know. Cease your anger maybe you will see it clearer. I will account for it if you ask me for it. I wont deny my part but I won't overlook yours as well.

I am not bothered but maybe sometimes a little exasperated by how you refuse to see the bigger picture while you just zoomed into me (i.e. betrayal and vicious or (insert word) ) I kept silence hoping somehow you would even try to understand what the picture looks like .

Of course being us, it takes almost to overwrite whatever good has been done or how happy it had been, just for one stupid flaw or mistake.

But just one person, who never overwrite but rewrote all the happiness that has been serving her for years. I do not wish to spell her name.

I am tired of being mentally accused and emotionally abused with your snide sarcasm dripping words. See what I am trying to say here please.

I am not sorry for what has happened but I am sorry for what you are feeling. My sincere apologies.