I have not rant for quite a bit actually nothing much to be ranted about i guess. So now I am posted in the Gerontology Unit which means I have patients who are only 75 and above. The pace is slow and goes according to the patient. If your "ah ma" takes 20 minutes to walk to the toilet with her walker, so be it, everyone else will be delayed 20 minutes. It is a chain effect as "ah ma A" takes 20 mins to walk, 20 mins to bathe, 20 mins to walk back. "ah ma A" takes about 1 hour to complete one task. "ah ma B" have to wait for one hour to get her morning shower, and you best pray that "ah ma B" is being wheeled.

No complaints about the ward. Yet. My skills are rusty because I have not returned to medical wards for almost, i dont know more than six months? I don't feel noob at medical anymore, because I can practically do anything I want (except for like Controlled Drugs) and I know what I need to do so basically I am functioning well right now.

Been pondering about future plans. Thought of majoring something else instead of BA Nursing but the thought of studying for another 3 years makes me shudder. So I guess if all goes well in next half a year, I should be all set for BA Nursing (Which I have yet to retrieve the form and to make a visit to what-his-name) and maybe join the Singapore Zoological Gardens to be a zookeeper.

I am kidding of course. If all goes well with spearmints and I while I am doing dodgy things in Melbourne, I would return back to homeland but if not, I guess my plans being a Traveling Nurse should be implemented. If we are still going very strong, I will come back to homeland and I am going to join HPB to do campaigns/policies. I have choices, maybe I should go back to where I belong to, the damn wards or A&E. NOW, that thought is exciting although I feel stupid in A&E. It takes time isnt it?

Or maybe go audition somewhere as a drag queen. I think I have an inner taste and talent for drag queens. I know, I am like female but I am like a gay man trap in a female body! (A gay man who's like a lesbian, I know, I am confused) I want to don on all pink boa feathers and like all over me and lip sync to Madonna, Tina Turner or Christina Aguilera or Kylie Minogue or even Goldfrapp! I dont care, I just want to be flamboyant and just strut down the aisle with utmost glam. O

Yucks. I have a gay man's fascination. No offense to Paul or Jon or whogayever but I am sure you dont have fascinations like this do you... ? But I am happy being a female, somehow this gay man thingy is like struggling inside. Wow, I am officially like Gender Dysphoric.

But I am fine being myself, spearmints loves me the way I am, my mother loves me, my cousins love me and my friends love me!

*croons I AMMM BEAAAAUTIIIIIIIFULLLL NOOOO MATTTTEEERRR WHHHHHHHAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYY SAY, WORRRDDSSS CANTTTTT BRIIINNNNGGGG MEEEEEE DOWNNNNNNNN, OOOOOHHHH YEAHHHHHH*

*shakes to candyman*

For now I am going to take a nice little nap while spearmints is out with the other woman. I cant stand being the second woman always. Not fair. WHY CANT I BE THE ONLY ONE. WHY. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

p/s: Will someone nice purchase a pro flickr account for me...? Please?