ponstan, rachael yamagata, ugly betty, slippers and a day more or like 4 hours to the 5th which probably doesnt exist anymore. i am going kimmielirious right now and i just want to hear her voice and i'd most probably go, "whos' that?" i was staring at our pictures and subconsciously i was reaching out for her face and i thought i was touching her face..

i am really depressed right now.

if she ever calls,
1. i want her to recite the lyrics of snow patrol's run
2. i will tell her that i love her.

i hate myself i've watched far too much soap operas on such situation and that i rolled eyes and laughed my arse off shouting STUPID ENDING! and now IT HAPPENED TO ME.
i am going to shout at my dad now.

(this is my menses-hormonal imbalance schizo-split side speaking & blogging: someone is going to get hurt really bad and i really wonder if she's having menses right now because we usually groaned and moaned about how bad timing it is to have sex when both of us are having it but it has never stopped us..)

(this is another all-singapore charming smile schizo-split 2 speaking: please do not go down to Novena Square on 23rd, 24th, 25th March because i'd be hosting this charity 'show' with a ms-pageant claimed by goh with the NTU students, so spare your ears and whatever! this might be the last trip i'd be making to Nov Sq so...but please come and not support me but the NTU students and do your part for the charity!)

(this is evil juju schizo-split 3 speaking: i dare you to come, because i will embarrass you and announce your name louder than the commander shouting malay commands at the national day parade and purposely pick you up from the audience to play games with me. )

p.s.: i love you
is a book

ha-ha-ha-ha-ha