well, guess who's back?

the original practicalwoman-turns-lesbiantv cynical drama lover. lately, i am void of human existence and i have decided to not let anyone decide where i should go or where i shouldnt go. the world doesnt belongs to anyone, it belongs to everyone.

so what's in store for me this time? i have no idea - i lost my grandpop, i lost my girlfriend, bad grades, shitty life. hey it doesnt matter anymore, because shit happens. and to life, hakuna matata! losing grandpop, is and will be forever. i miss him but i know he appears in my dreams when i am super devastated, he comforts me somehow despite the fact i have to yet to keep my bottoms up.

but losing my girlfriend (k), i may see her again, or maybe never again. or probably never again because (if anyone caught practicalwoman) its been almost a year since we broke up (M), i havent seen her and her current beau while the whole world have.

and to this re-run of lesbiantv, i am going to restart my life as a good student, good girl, great friend, philosophy-sucker and i am thinking if i should be a slut, promiscous biatch then again, i recalled telling myself, that i should and will stay single till i graduate! this is definitely challenging, because the tag box is up!

i wonder if they would be anymore anons leaving their numbers. i guess, everyone has to try harder now. basically, i am never going to be a sucker for love anymore. because i am starting to analyze the idea of having someone by my side, or having someone by my side? although rachael yamagata would still sting me, id take it with a pinch of salt.

to a bunch of discriminating annoying people who wants to push the idea of criminalising lesbianism, id say, you're kidding me! this is crazy! so much for progressive society when we are still stuck in conservative asian culture. yes without a doubt, i rather be single no i wont be straight and get married just to please this stupid society. and yes, i would migrate the moment i have my own resources so stop complaining about the declining population and the lack of local manpower. soon enough singapore would be a blue-eyed country and no one would remember lao lee. tadah! we would be growing.

i know its only 2007, but i am going to Miami in jan 2008! i should be saving enough to travel for end of the year, and i am removing my braces next thursday! god, so many chances to restart and rerun my whole life again!

this is going to be good isnt it?