Good day!

i am sorry i just have to post a photo of me having really bad eye bags and looking so fat and ugly and just so unappropriate. but IAME is at the back of my head.

NO, NOT THE BLUE ONE, that is jasmine! (one of my spies) literally, at the back of my head.

:)

i whined (albeit horribly & too much) about IAME (once again, its Intriguing And Mesmerizing Eyes) for the last few days, it is a good whine. because you always end up waiting for good things to happen.

IAME and I had a tea date today! I know, i know, so much for "she's not interested in me anymore!" but i dont know if she is .. but it was a great tea date in school after punching myself so many times. I dont even know how to write this down because it was so wonderful i found myself drifting in classes dreaming of talking to her again and i really just want to talk to her again and look into her deep brown eyes and i am willingly to be lost in them. i found myself caring little more than anything towards her and it feels so darn good.

and i am going to see her tomorrow again and i know it is not going to stop here.. yet. you know what they say about never to expect and you'd never fall? and i think my problem is that i expect way too much all the time and i end up with nothing so maybe this time i'd just play that nonchalant annoymous and pray a little for something more and i'd be satisfied.

darn those eyes, kept lighting up.