on the 5th april , i was invited back to school as an ex-member of student council for the 10th student council investiture. i remembered our days of 3rd, 4th, 5th exco (executive committe) and also 7 years of non stop commitment to the SJAB. and my khakis back in secondary school..

the Guest of Honor was Mr Andrew Chew. he was the second principal of our school and i really freaking love him because he's like the best principal anyone could get. i missed those times when my friends and i would snigger at the thought of him pulling up pants or we would groan at his 7 habits talks. honestly, without Mr Chew supporting the council for years, we wouldnt even be here.

i managed to catch alot of my old friends ever since i last stepped out of GV. i almost teared during the investiture because it was so reminiscing and it makes me freaking guilty because i stopped commiting to SJAB or even council. but my friends have to understand, although you might want to stay in that circle, you could. but i couldnt because i need to move out of environment i had to let go and pursue new ones. sounds super selfish? i know. i know love all these training and all back then and i still wanna do it now, but.. i cant commit.

because of what i had back then, this is who i am today. but friends forever and never change!








you know i found out the other day when i was at my gramp's, i found out my 3rd uncle really hates me, well it kinda explained why he's rather hostile and very unfriendly to me since i was born. the reason was, because i was freaking young, i was jumping on their matrimony bed and i was a virgin girl. well correction should be, i should be a virgin boy jumping on their matrimony bed so that they can conceive boys for life for the glory of the Seah family. but guesss what? I jumped and they 'popped' out 4 daughters.

so its my fault they had girls.

hello i would like to confirm with biological facts that IT WASNT MY FAULT, but it is the father's chromosomes that determines the baby's gender, and honestly our family has alot of girls for our generation. and it shows that my first uncle has the ability to help conceive a male because it is the first genes from my grandfather and after that the sperm quality kinda dropped..

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scientifically, i am not at fault, but maybe spiritually, ok fine. but how would i know such stuffs when i was like 4 or 5 years! got bed jump lor! boing boing! so now i am currently 'paying my debt' now i am fucking lesbian which i am totally masculine. is this what i have to make up for? zomg, my relatives told someone and someone that i should be a guy and that would be great! i was like............................... my god. i know i am cute as guy or whatever, but you know i prefer being girly and you know ok fine, gay.

late photos for 20th, 21th, 22th of march working as emcee for NTU Hall 10's 10th annual charity event for the Singapore Chesire Society, for every $2 or $5 donation, you can have a lucky dip which contains prizes like....

sorry i can still remember my line, and i am sure cheryl would too.



actually there are more photos but some people are just holding on to them HOR! doing all these, makes me feel fucking great because i had nothing to do at home. and that in the above picture is Ms Teen ok.

i am always webcaming with Smelly Mellie and she dislikes my hair because she hates butchy butchy girls and i am not appealing to her anymore.



why is it very ugly?! i mean its just different, when i had longer hair, YOU GUYS KEEP WANTING ME TO CUT, NOW I CUT ALR U ALL SAY UGLY.

but i like, its really nice.

=) (OMG SO XIAXUE AGAIN!)

but its okay i have people think i am cutesy.. hehe or even hot.




you know i am so hot, kero (that colin&kero) viewed my profile. HAHAHAHHAHAA dont roll ur eyes ok. dont deny!


hehe, so its mambo tmr night. its been a long time ive been a mambo slut! oh god reminds me of my slutty days..

and you know the family just right below my unit, they had dengue fever. now i am so freaking afraid i am getting it, ive been getting fever/chills and everything! shit this is not good. fuck orchids, told you. they are out to kill me.

"fall in love like you've never been hurt."
"love anyway."