Good things came.

i am back from my wondrous & maybe a little disastrous Bangkok trip, feeling good yet stressed up. being back in Singapore makes me feel at home and being with my loved ones then again, it actually meant i have to work on my projects and so many assessments coming up. i think i am going to have a burnt out from next week onwards, so right now this last week (i have 2 weeks holidays) i am going to enjoy myself & let loose myself and enjoy my holidays and complete some of my assignments as well (i know jasmine is going to stare at me)

who ever said being a nurse is easy? who ever said that only people who couldn't get into other poly courses and could only choose nursing? who ever said that nursing is a dirty & low job? maybe being a lousy nurse is easy but being a capable & learnt nurse is so difficult i mean what is in store for you if you wanna be a lousy nurse? true, you may enter the course with almost any aggregate (less than 28 points) and first semester will determine if you are suited for the course because it was so mind draining & the exposure to dirty diapers & purulent sores or even some could not even take the sight of blood. we get the gruesome sights, we get the dirtiest hands, we get the nastiest scoffing from other professional allied workers and family members who think that we owe them a living wah i am so annoyed by how badly we are treated and not to mention, nurses getting so much but receiving so little in terms of e.g paychecks (very low salary) how to put up with the world? without passion & patriotism, i think all graduates would have flown to England/USA/UK for a higher paycheck & better humanity creatures.

for me, i cleaned up those asses with pleasure and sometimes in boredom because i get so bored and so routine cleaning them up and i cleaned their wounds in mountains of curiosity & intensity and i perspire quite a little (because you have to focus and the fans have to be switched off) and i talk to grandparents because most of them remind me of my grandparents & somehow i am showing some filial piety and no escape for women, or rather hot women & pretty girls, i would be the first one to chat them up & provide my first class services. & men, for this period of time i got so sick of dicks because i was in the male ward for the entire month and i thought i might just turned straight but ha ha i ran further towards the other way! (actually cute guys i also check them out in hope that i could actually feel for them and not the lusty way)

there are so many things to learn in this career and i think i am going to love my job although i have been telling everyone that i don't want to work at all and i just want to study till PhD and just lie on my mommy's inheritance but i guess i am someone who's more adventurous and i would always wanna seek for intensity, interest and i don't know, maybe something more but i am usually lasting until i feel that i have to move out & explore more. i mean no point staying in one place and just lie in your own comfort zone, and you might think you own the world, but hey the world is bigger than you know. so people, go out & venture, take the risk!

okay i don't know why i got so philosophical but hehe okay i have pictures from my 20th birthday celebration! nothing fanciful, just a dinner with couple of loved ones & an actually-i-know surprise. i love my friends and girlfriend (not exactly yet but.. i needed a proper endearment) okay pictures pictures!

my 20th

i was craving for chilli crabs @ a restaurant across tiong bahru market!

sarah, cheryl (chong)

skillful crabeater

still love pussies.


been blindfolded in the car

ah my favourite friends.

3rd cake @ yuani's house!

from awfully chocolate

pinata!

(disclaimer: owner of a particular name didnt like it and wants me to remove any signs of her name, and therefore this is the best i can do because i think i like this picture alot. so quit yelling you are like the same obviously!)

cheryl looks good here!

very very high after couple of drinks

my very skinny friend, yuani

jiajia

effects of dslr canon eos400n (or smth smth like this)
(yuani is a ghost, on skateboard in hospital)

well, thank you my favourite friends for making this pioneer celebration of my existence since i never really believed in birthdays and i think birthdays are meant to be great and be with your favourite people on earth. 21st should be better hor?

and finally, to mellie . who went all for it along with cheryl to plan for my birthday party and i know that she has been running errands and i am feeling so guilty because i dont think i am worth of that, just chilli crabs & i am very very contented. with all my heart, i love you & cant wait to spend each day with you in the coming days. (i am meeting her for gym & yoga sessions tmr and we have been all over each other for more than 2 weeks, constantly!)

ok miss her already. (SHE SO CUTE IN THE PICTURE!)

dad was being funny on some day ago, i wasnt home for the entire week, but i was home but he never saw so there was this afternoon he texted me,

"so are you on holidays, skipping classes or have you quitted school without notice? where have you been?"

nabei. my father is super funny, okay old man happy belated daddy's day!