horsin' around.

if no one knew, yes i have taken my handful locks away but people are still complaining, so hard to please leh all of you! anyhow, sorry for the lack of updates! been catching up with mediacorp shows (lol, huang jin lu!), procreating in my sims, watching ally mcbeal and of course, projects! i think i am evolving again, i am not sure this time but of course i am quite contented with life right now. with plans to guam and vietnam in respectively february and march! (of course exams in between, grr!) no, i have never celebrated chinese new year in Singapore! i have a weird family but i love my extended family which means smelly fish (chloe - in chinese, chou yu) and yuhuizai especially popo (chinese for grandmother!) please reserve the biggest ang pow for me omg, i get to receive ang pows from xw too! ok all my cousins who are reading, please get married soon!

life is good oh i have a new tag line for year 2008.

it used to be, "single, available, ready to mingle!"

now, it is, "cant lose freedom, dont do obligations."

people you need theme song in your life! it brings your shoulders moving to the beat of it and it should be a rather cheery and uplifting song! it will bring you out of whatever depression or darkness you are facing anytime.

omg its 2am and i seriously need to sleep!

Actually

TGIF (thank god its friday!) quickly, friday is here again. This week has been diversified really well, from a sloth to alcohol junkie to disaster-puke-face loser to unbelievable killsteal geek gamer to desperate housewife (desperate to clean the house). Plus dad isnt going to be home until early October. (omg i can see the clothes piling!)

I cannot believe I actually missed mambo, no I was there. My conscious level wasnt?! Cyndi Lauper!! Nothing huge's up I am still doing fine but I will be working next week onwards in IMH so anyone of you wanna check in let me know, maybe I can even get staff discount hohohohoho!

WHEN THE WORK IN THE DAY IS DONE OH GIRLS THEY JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!

okay i am going to iron the clothes now. anyway, wala tonight!

Hey peeps, I am leaving in 2 hours to Japan. See you soon.

Major Peristalsis

(this should look familiar)

most of the shots are taken by cheryl and it is beautifully taken with such definite colours. i sent the classic into the workshop cos the winder's broken and it is going to cost another 200sgd :( on a brighter note, i am getting my canon eos 300d next monday! i am on spending frenzy! i am really broke, plus there are so many birthdays this month which is totally crazy. birthday dinners, farewell dinners?! kidding me my lao peh dont print money (i wish) ok tomorrow free dinner at ding tai fung celebrating emily's 20th! friday go jalan jalan! crew, we have yet to watch 881 (monica are you reading this IF YOU ARE, MAKE PLANS ALREADY) saturday go on board games frenzy i think. lately i am just cheryl/carrie frenzy, 3 of us make good stand up comedians and i think we should perform in the bustling orchard rd and tell jokes to earn some money afterall laughter is a form of medicine! life is good, life is good although i have not been sleeping well at all, i was rather disturbed in the night not upset, just disturbed.

tmr would be the last day of exams! i am going to dash for the last 100metres and i would be free (yeah right) and i am starting work (again!) next week and i wish may good things come along and faster!

plug of the day (still)
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HO SEH BO CARRIE!

damn it i cannot stop laughing fucccck.
(i blogged really early today so i can study today without having reasons to come online again)
(if i am online later, .... )

Sexcited.

Nikon F Classic SLR 1959
First line of SLR from Nikon

Exams are here and it sucks but it will be cool when I am totally in year 3, I would be like 师姐(senior) in my school and walking looking really aloof (actually alot of people do think that i am very aloof because i dont smile at acquaintances alot..). :( in fact come to think of it i am rather aloof even meeting up new people, everyone needs to warm up isnt it? but i think my spontaneity is still there!

I was studying at the airport last night from 9pm to 6am a grand total of 10 hours but i think i studied for only 5 hours and the rest of it we were gossiping and talking about our dreams/lives. And i think it kinda scares me to know that i would be alone (with/without partner) when my parents pass on, and it makes me tear from time to time knowing that i am all alone surviving in this house (probably, still hoping to move to Carribean) and i would go crazy not being able to overcome that loneliness and i think i should overcome it now by being more independent ever. although my parents leave me alone all the time, but it is not the same because you know somehow they would still come home to you. I think i am going to write a letter to my momsie, hopefully not sounding unfilial but I think she should know what I really want in life and how I need her support.

Anyhow regarding the Vietnam trip, I have canceled it and I think instead I am going back to Indonesia to visit my maternal grandmother with my momsie or maybe just bali , quote momsie, "you can go and backpack there while ma is doing business okay! actually i quite like backpacking too i like mountains & tribes, i think we should all move back to bali and live on a mountain and plant alot of vegetables." love momsie! it is hard being an only child and its not always presents, toys and desires! to my momsie, i am always 15 or sometimes only 10 and always her baby sucking her nipples. she likes to remind me how i used to suck her nipples and how i refused to let it go. T_T

Anyway, remember 'giselle'? omg we totally ignited the fire again okay maybe we didnt but we were grinning at each other while doing our papers! wow i miss those intense moments but we dont talk much at all anymore but really missed whatever intriguing moments i had with her before.

sigh, i think i am going through LBD. (lesbian bed death) or like LRD (lesbian relationship death)

Beautiful evening smell.

Talking about priorities, I think I have failed again. Srsly, exams are in like 2 days and I am still sleeping around/moping around/blogging and watching Meteor Garden 1( 流星花园) and if I am not doing all these, I would probably be playing rounds of mahjong in real time or online. I seriously have no idea where the fuck is my panic button after these 20 years. I have more than 10 chapters to cover, this is worse than hell.

Hmm.. I shall speak with caution. So I dont know if everyone knows but yesterday was the starting of the Hungry Ghost Festival (七月/鬼月) ala the Lunar Calendar's 7th month where all the ghosts (they are hungry ones, which would include your ancestral?!) would be set free from the Hell at a certain timing every night (if i am not wrong, it is 930?) and they would be roaming around the street scouring for food which you would see Singaporeans being the typical kiasi (scared of death) burning millions of (recycled) incensed papers, incensed money, joss sticks and lay about a few dishes (chicken, pork, vegetables etc) on the ground praying for peace and blessings. Singapore revolutionized from typical white chicken to KFC, normal pork to sweet & sour pork. Aiya now easier to tabao(take away) then to cook? Folks are away and no one is doing this ritual for this house but I am not your skeptics. Although it would have seemed a little eerie now and then but aiya I am giving myself spooks thats all... okay I lied. I was telling Che how scared I was to walk to petrol kiosk to buy cigarettes and I rather smoke expired cigarettes.. Maybe I wasnt scared but it was really far. But it was rather scary to see most of your neighbours are burning all those incensed papers praying, I can literally feel all the brothers (兄弟) moving around like dispelled air.

So kids go home earlier okay? Dont hang around outside too much and dont turn around if someone calls your name in the wee hours! Try to stay at home to have sex, play your psp/dslite, watch Meteor Garden, wank yourself or smth. I wonder if New Zealand has such culture, Dakota, be good.

woman who says:
i feel particularly happier and nicer today

Da Paolo @ Rochester Park - XY's 18th Dinner!

(totally drunk)

Excelsior Hotel - XY's 19th Dinner!
(everyone decided to dress up, look at charlotte u know!)

THE PORK IS REALLY GOOD (SORRY CARRIE..)

(hahaha emily cannot resist serving me)

(charlotte act camera shy or just want to gobble her food away)

(their after food activity, DS LITE)

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

(fucking fat)
(i need a nose job very very badly, seriously)

( i dont have any captions for this, this is just.. immoral or smth)

(favourite fag whores)

@ EskiBar

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

@ Some ktv pub

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI! LOVE YOU MANY MANY AND BIG BIG, HOPE YOU GET MARRIED WITH VINCENT ASAP AND I WANT TO BE THE GODMOTHER OF YOUR CHILD! LOVE YAAAA!

Sigh they looked bloody happy in that photo and I am bursting with envy! Sweetest bliss in the world is to be in love! Okay, make that sometimes only. Bloody hell they looked really happy and I think it really captured that joy in them. I would just live through them, to feel the happiness, omg they looked so happy I think I am going to put them as my wallpaper.

幸福的街角，我在那里等你。 (okay i just gross out myself by typing stupid things like meteor garden would say. 言程旭 我爱你!!!!!!!!!!!!)

St James Powerhouse NUM Fashion Show

Anyway, I found a travelling mate for my Vietnam trip and I think we might just meet up with Kennysia and Nicole Tan since all of us are going to be in the same area and I would be pleased to meet the top bloggers of malaysia?! (since I have met XX once...... at GETTHEFUNKOUT! party @ Civic's Plaza) This is my life full of diversities, literally.

Would I be a bad girl and go ahead to take on a train to Saigon without my travelling mate because she can only make it for the first 9 days? They say, 女人不坏，女人都不爱! well, I would prefer my partner to be little smartly mischievious, a whole lot of intensity and sometimes uncanny gentleness. Perfect, okay that's 杉菜. I should have my Top Ten Gorgeous Women Post up again since 2 years ago! (Elspeth still in okay!)

I need to put up a top ten requirement for my partner!
做我的女人要有十大! (sorry lately I am very into chinese due to Meteor Garden!)

Maroon 5, Rag doll. Played for about 508 times.

i think you should just go away cause
theres no necessity for you to stay
next time you come around my way
forget it baby you're not comin in

a hot minute for a life of sorrow
no you cant come back tomorrow
shut my windows lock my doors

cause my heart wont be your rag doll anymore