Pouts

Saw this again.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

my dear friend, onxy shouting mate, school song singing partner, tohtuck connection, julian, is leaving mi. ( upset ) which means sports day will not be so fun anymore, no one else to sing school song with. ( pouts )

so this, to dedicate to julian xie xiuyi ( i mean yishua, wait no, yixiu )

for all those times you stood by me ( when i'm ronely in tohtuck canteen )
for all the truth that you made me see ( the cracks on the stairways of tohtuck blocks )
for all the joy you brought to my life ( double chin twist ! )
for every wrong that you made right ( sure, watching naughty video when we skip school )
for every dream you made come true ( you always appear in my dreams, but only guest appearance )
for all the love i found in you ( the love for you-know-what )
i'll be forever thankful babe ( babe, as in that pig babe )
you're the one that held me up ( remember when i was crying VERY badly months ago )
never let me fall ( you only touched my breasts )
you're the one who saw me through, through it all ( okay la, this one quite true )

you were my strength when i was weak ( you brought free food for me so i wouldnt starve )
you were my voice when i couldnt speak ( msn audio conversation when i still dont have the mircophone )
you were my eyes when i couldnt see ( tohtuck tour guide )
you saw the best there was in me ( future ceo of the biggest investment company in singapore )
lifted me up when i couldnt reach ( to change a lightbulb if i had no ladder )
you gave me faith cause you believed ( 'sometimes believing is all we need' )
i'm everything i am beause you loved me ( not really, really )

you gave me wing and made me fly ( with free pina colada )
you touched my hand, i could touch the sky ( i can touch the sky, but you did not touch me )
i lost my faith, you gave it back to me ( when i'm so faithless )
you said no star was out of reach ( when i'm so faithless )
you stood by me and i stood tall ( thats you, and thats my hair - tall )
i had your love, i had it all ( must fight with maine )
i'm grateful for each day you gave me ( you are going to be a nurse but you are not god )
maybe i dont know that much ( about sex )
but i know this much is true ( sex guru )
i was blessed because i was loved by you ( dont let maine read this )

you were always there for me ( bejeweled ! )
the tender wind that carried me ( the only tender thing is your big ass )
a light in the dark shinning your love into my life ( your colourful braces while clubbing in a very dark environment )
you've been my inspiration ( now no more, no more year 3 in new campus )
through the lies you were the truth ( brace yourself for the next bracket )
my world is a better place because of you ( 'because of youuuuu' )

WHY MUST YOU LEAVE ME.

( sorry jp and nic, next time then i type a very sentimental entry for you guys, if you guys ever like join nursing or something )

it was really funny and sad at the same time but she dont write things like this anymore, maybe i should try to leave again like somewhere then maybe she will have the inspiration to write again. except i dont think she would be able find any name to fit into Maine's. my best friend has been taken away from me by stupid csi, dumb xfiles, or worse annoying mmorphg (whatever!) game, seriously not forgetting her stupid beauty sleep which doesnt make her any more beautiful than she is to me ( okay dont hair stand but) and she is really funny and i love her.

ok bye.