Priorities

Obviously I cannot get my priorities right.

This is a very very crucial point of time for me because i have less than 30 hours to mug for my bio practical on friday, consisting of GIT/Nutrition/Nerve&Muscles/CNS etc. (actually i don't know whats more for me to study because looking at the contents scares me very badly) Less than 30 hours and what am i doing? Editing blog skins & now blogging about my not-very-prioritized priorities.

honestly i am taking myself for granted because i kinda scrapped through my life all the time and i hate being mediocre but sometime i just cant pumped myself up to it & i lack of motivation quite often albeit brimming with enthusiasm all the time but i guess id just die down & i would start to surf the bloody net & read random journals or like read xiaxue's archives 100 times all over again.

and to add on to my misery, infact i have less than 20 hours to study for research method papers on thursday. i AM so fantabulous, if there should be any award for the laziest lesbian in the world, i think i am going to win it.

really i need to snap out of this lazy daisy mood and i need to snap snap snap naps pans span. i find myself drifting so far away the moment i sit down & attempt to do something e.g. listening to lectures. i know in next 15 minutes i am as good as gone unless you are super interesting & witty i think you are losing me anyway. shit, its 1230am and i am still at page 2. (page 1 is content page)

come on come on come on juju! i am sure you can do better than this!
okay i think i am going to draw a headband that says "加油!"

see how i could never get my wrongdoings right despite knowing my stupid problems i am so annoyed at myself and i am going to just .. sleep.